Final day of Blogging with Becky

This has been a crazy week. My previous blog pretty much captures the anxiety of it all. Performance Night (last night) was really fun however. I sang along to almost every song, and danced in my seat. I cheered energetically when each performance was done, and I danced my heart out. I really like dancing, and didn't even focus on the crowd, just the beat of the music.  

How are my goals going you ask? Well, I'm going to be really honest and say that I haven't done anything about the California situation. I've just been trying to make it through this week. I can tell you what I plan to do though. Monday I will choose the few classes that I'm going to take, though I don't need the credits...long story. Then the next time that I'm at work I will ask my boss for more hours (seeing that much of my day is freed up from lack of homework and classes). If that isn't an option I will be forced to get a second job. The purpose of more work being what other than needing the money. I'll also have to begin actually talking to my family and friends in Cali on a regular basis... you know, to make it less awkward when I say "Hey, do you think I can live with you for a while? You know, until I get a job?" So, that's the plan, we'll see how the follow-through is.  Oh, and I still have no idea when I'll actually be moving there, I suppose that depends on how much money I can save up. Cool.

Am I happy? Yes and no. Right now I'm super tired (like everyone else) so I'm seeing things in a less than bright light, but being able to sleep in tomorrow will make me happy I'm sure. Sleep feels nice for sure. But things are much better now. I'm not sure what's making the change. I'm just thankful that life feels better. And that's the end.