Monday, January 12, 2009

Changesss

This weekend, like many others was pretty dull, but for once I'm okay with that. I went to work, tidied up my room a bit, did a couple loads of laundry, attempted filming, re-read Twilight, and was on facebook, and that sums up my weekend. Though this was slightly boring, I didn't feel pathetic for not doing someone over the weekend (like I usually do). I accepted that I was alone and used the time to relax. And though I wasn't happy per say, I wasn't sad either. I just was. So, I believe this is a step in the right direction. I think once we are able to accept something we're also able to move on. 

As far as the college goal thing, I'm going to spend the rest of the hour working on an essay for it. I hope this is an acceptable use of time.

1 comment:

Becky said...

I think the feeling of contentedness that you describe is extraordinarily important to achieve and few do. I say bravo:)